You're perfect for me, why aren't you here tonight? ~Hey Stephen (Taylor Swift) |
You don’t know it, but I'm your biggest fan. It certainly didn’t start out that way. When we met, you were just another guy, just a friend. But just a year after, I found myself thinking that you're just… wonderful. It's been a while since I realized that, that you were wonderful and amazing. I can even tell you how long it's been actually. I've been counting, you see. 'Cause I know exactly the moment when I began to see you as more than just a guy, more than a friend. You'd laugh if you knew when. From that time on, you've been slowly creeping your way into my heart. And so here we are: me, writing this letter and you, having no clue. I wonder if you'd know it’s for you… wonder if you'll realize just how much you meant to me… how you made me smile… how I loved being with you, just you sitting beside me, sometimes just silently. I loved best our late nights together, listening to music I pretended to like just because you did (I'm kidding. I did like them, most of them anyway), sharing cold, sweet drinks to thwart the summer heat. How I loved those times. I think I had a theme song for every one of those days. Yeah, some of them were even songs I learned from you. I was giddy and half in love. I wished everyday that that summer wouldn't have to end. But just like most good things, it had to end.
I miss you these days. You still manage to make me smile even when you’re not around. You’re just special that way. My heart still jumps a little whenever I hear your name. And yes, I'm still you’re biggest fan. Though you'll never know that. I'll keep it a secret, just how I'll always keep that special summer we had in my heart. Maybe we'll never be together like we were before. But, hey, we'll always have that summer.
So I guess I'll see you around.
Always hoping,
Me ♥
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